The fly in my soup

So every so often - more often then not, I am subject to deal with an obstacle I just can't seem to work around. I call this, as the title states "The fly in my soup". I try to ignore the fact that this dirty species has landed with the grace of a drunken hockey player into my "soup" but it's really not that easy to avoid. There is this evil part of me that just wants to push that little bug under, even allow myself to chew it up, then spit it out (that's really gross, sorry), but I am a better person then that. I have morals and objectives that far surpass the intelligence of this little bug and I do my best to eat around it as gross as it is that it has really actually spoiled what could have been so good. But what can I do? Maybe I need to start wearing one of those mosquito nets around my head when I'm ready to eat. But, since you all have hopefully gathered that this is a metaphor, how do I walk around with that net around my entire life without getting stuck?

Now to all those single mothers out there, how in the world do you do it? I know how I'm doing it but it's all on a day to day basis that is completely unpredictable. Is it the same for you? It must be, otherwise I would have already bought the book and been well on my way to saving the world along with the rest of you!  Hmmmmmmmm.....

With every blog I post, I will post a picture. How could I not?! That is what keeps my mind from exploding! Art keeps me happy. It's a great outlet that allows me to express whatever I want, anyway I want. Right now I'm working on finding who I am. The obvious la la la but who cares! I'm enjoying myself.

 

Sweet dreams!