"All you need is love"

Sometimes I wonder if being alone too much is what causes bad relationships to begin in the first place. I've been alone nearly every single night since the end of August. I'm not ashamed to admit that in the least. At first, being alone was a great blessing, and I definitely still have many times where all I want is to be alone. But when the loneliness begins to sink in, all I want is love. Love is this viscous power that seems to be the answer people are looking for. 

But what if love isn't the answer? I know it's not the answer. Not this time. This time it's that double chocolate fudge cake I saw at the local bakery! That's right! I'm going to eat all the chocolate I can possibly manage to consume in one night! That should help curb my desire to have a man.

...Just kidding :) 

I'm not an emotional eater in the least. I prefer to drink wine and watch romantic comedies. 

But seriously, look at all the statistics on divorce in this age. Everyone is getting divorced! I know, I know, your not getting a divorce (yet), but you are the exception. We all want love. Love is what seems to confirm what we feel our worth is. But it is true in a way. We need to love ourselves to live happy lives. When we love ourselves, we attract happiness and desire. When we think love is the answer, without loving ourselves as well, we attract a desire to have something that is believed to portray happiness, in a hope that in the end will be a lifelong loving relationship. Even if divorce is the inevitable answer.

My hope is to continue to work on my health and happiness as a single woman. I'm still going to admit, I hope that love will find me in the purest and most honest possible form. After all, love is wonderful.

Lulu